left my company or my [family]

April 30, the day I left my [Compa]ny. A sad day in my own history, like my heart cutted by a knife. A question keep surrounding me, "I left a company or a family?". Why I keep saying go out to see outside the world but not changing to another company? Sound like walk out from a village to build a great future. Final text, my [Compa]ny is the place I born.